lala

2009-07-14T18:51:00.002+08:00

No wonder that quiz-thingamajig says I have unresolved anger.

STUPID PHONE! I GIVE UP MAN. And stupid me.

That slight warmth in my heart today in that empty classroom with you guys reminded me of what was within me before. Thanks for the reminder:)

IT'S SO HARD DOING WORK WHEN YOU JUST WANT TO STONE BEFORE A TEEVEE AND NUMB YOUR MIND FOR AWHILE.

Zombified.

2009-06-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

And sometimes, while an appreciation in economics indicates a raise of value, what if the value was never placed there at all?

I LOVE PIGGING OUT SESSIONS WITH TUITION PALS:):):)

And thanks to the friends who reminded me that studies are priority! Suddenly it dawned on me how distracted I have been by things and that I should at least attempt to focus. ME LOVE YOU ALL:)

Can't wait for post-mids parteh-ing with my beloveds!!!!

MY SIS JUST GAVE ME SONGS YAYY FINALLY I CAN PUT NEW SONGS INTO MY PHONE I LOVE MY SIS WHOO!

Okay going to study (whooo) see ya!

2009-06-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

I like us just the way we are, friends:)

OMG. Two (or maybe three?) ruffles chips (was force fed I promise), one lemon biscuit, a few orange eclipse mints, one bowl of cement-looking black sesame ice-cream (YUMZZZZ), two chocolates, 2 meals with fruits and one kinder bueno later, my study pal (KOHLUYI) and I have admitted defeat! We are finally full hahaha but that girl just keeps reaching for the ruffles bag and stuffing it in my face. I'm so certain she's fattening me up to cook me, her evil-looking photos contribute very much to this perception thank you.

I like laughing at unglam pics:)

I'm an online shoppaholic, sucks. Someone ween me off this darn computer please!

I keep thinking of the after and very blissfully ignore what is to come. I have an after BT2 plan of Transformers 2 with the Pink Pills Palzzz (I think this is an awesome name we should stick with it) aka P cube (how cool are we?!), and a very colourful after A's plan that has a pretty heart shape on it. The thought of the after makes me grin, but the during... euch.

Sometimes, timing really is kinda terrible.

And sometimes, the best way is to hold on to that past that made you smile, and appreciate the person for it. I guess there's no other way, really.

Please tell me that's not my stomach growling.

2009-02-07T23:52:00.003+08:00

Orientation 2009 was not exactly the time of my life, but I wouldn't exchange the experience for anything else in the world.

:)

Strepsils is my new best friend. Sweet, tangy and soothing:) OMG hopefully no one is under the impression that my voice is a permenantly zao xia-ing one!! Darn tonsilitis.

Monday feels like it was a really long time ago. It's weird how the five days have flashed past, but it feels like it's been a really, really long time. It's been such a crazy time, but ultimately I'm glad I have new insights. And that the J1s seemed to have an awesome time:D

Sometimes emotions are so intrinsic that I can't even decipher my own.

What did one knee say to the other?
KNEE (NI) HAO!
(Clever riiigggght hahaha!)

Sherrie and Eve: No worries I'm much better now:) AHAHA you guys are so sweet:) OKAY we try to go on a weekday okay! Maybe Thurs:D

2009-01-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

You know this always happens, this whole being distracted while studying thing.

OMG SOMEONE NEEDS TO SLAP ME.

I just can't bring myself to pick up that pen. AANNNNDDD my MSAs are pretty screwed, I should go warn my parents now:(

On another note, sometimes my patience runs out. Maybe I'm not as patient and I'd like to think. I'm glad I have tuition with Sherrie and Eve, they vent so much on my behalf I don't need to anymore, haha!

And noodles with extra ketchup is my old new obsession:)

Gong Xi Fa Cai ah.

Tag replies:
Alynn: Haha yes vaguely, vaguely, vaguely familiar:) Haha okay la just so busy:( And of course I'm never tired of Japan:)
Sherrie and Eve: You guys ah. Chat more in our upcoming econs class:D
Tiffany: Haha yea, I didn't tell anyone!
Charlotte: OMG haven't talked to you in super long Charlotte the Marlotte! Yeah, Death Cab for Cutie:D

2008-12-24T22:02:00.002+08:00

I remember the last time we exchanged presents was a pretty long time ago. I was young enough to adore the bright pink rafia-y bag they gave me.

Many years have passed without any acknowledgement of Christmas. But, this year, it's different.

Thank you God:) Thank you for bringing us closer as sisters, and tightening the bonds within our family this year.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow! I've never been very patient with presents:)

Hope everyone has a very merry Christmas:D

P.S- JAPAN IS SPECTACULAR! Shall blog about it tomorrow. Sleeping pattern is very messed up, sleeeeepy now.

Tag replies:
Alynn: HAHA YESSS:D And I linked you too:D
Eve: Yes kiss me and I'll turn into a princess (ew okay sounds gross)
Eileen: YESTERDAY! :D

2008-12-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

The chronicles of Sherrie the animal torturer:

Part I
Joyce: Hey, look at those nets, can go catch butterflies!
Sherrie: Yah, yah, we can go catch butterflies and then snap them between books!
*long silence*
Renee: Butterflies are not flowers!!

Part II
Joyce: *looks at small green cage* Hey, we can put hamsters inside.
Sherrie: *excitedly* Yes, then we can spray perfume all around it until it dies!
Renee: ... you mean like a gas chamber?!
Sherrie: *dissolves into giggles* Yes!!

OMG Sherrie you're such a sadist. And you may not catch my blatant pushing of your birthday present in your face in attempt to carry out my grand plan. BUUUUUT you're still a great friend and I still love you:) Hope you had a great, super, fantastic birthday! :D

Japan in one and a half hours+7 hours of flying.

FATNESS HERE I COOOOMEEEEEEEE:D

2008-12-08T12:27:00.002+08:00

This entire year, it has just been building and building. Today, I finally got some clarity of thought, and kind of sorted out the scramble of emotions flipping around.

For God to love me, I must first love myself. Not in a conceited, bow-to-me kind of loving myself, but appreciating how God has moulded me, and what He has given me.

This year I crumbled in the face of change. My cover-up was only paper thin. Well, it's only my fault for trying so hard to be someone I wanted to be, that I never worked on being just me.

I shall continue to work towards being just me again. The person before I cared so much about what others thought of me. The kind of person who just enjoys laughing and doing stupid things:)

And no more of this emo stuff too I hope. I've never really seen myself as the moping type, SO I SHALL STOP MOPING:D My mood swings are annoying myself. I'm sorry if they did the same to anyone too:(

I'm determined to step over to the greener side.

On a much, much, lighter note, JAPAN!! All this time people keep asking me where I'm going, and I keep giving big grins and enthusing, "JAPAN!". Then they'll ask me which part I'm going and I realize I have no idea, haha! Anyway, friends, now I know! NAGOYA AND KYOTO:D I really really really can't wait to chill again (stupid pun! See I'm doing stupid things again:) )

My temperemental internet is making me puke blood. Council work too!

And I'm hungry:( All I got was one otah, one chicken wing, and half a satay.

SUSHI AND SASHIMI AND UDON AND RAMEN AND AND AND:D

Tag replies:

Eileen: Tmr was the post above it!! Hahahaha:D
Nessa: Thank youuu:D I like it because of that too! Haha I'm lazy!
Mandy: Thank you too:D Love ya, all the best for your exams:)
Sherrie: Yea la blogged many times since you left that comment:) Okay many to me anyway

2008-11-26T22:38:00.001+08:00

This year seems to have set me in a rather contemplative mood.

I would love to be just me again.

2008-11-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

Isn't it nice to know that the lining is silver?

Amidst all those crappy times, snigger-worthy moments, and everything, I have you guys to share it with. And for that, I really think I'm so blessed:)

All our lives are somewhat different now, maybe I can never catch up with all those moments, your difficulties and your happiness.

Despite that, I know that even if I haven't seen you all for the longest time, I can spill everything to you, and we'll all be there to laugh at the things only we seem to get:)

No matter, just being around you instantly has me radiating feel-good vibes.

Just know that I love you my number one clique:)

On another note, it was SOOOO good meeting up with the PL Exco again. Like Lizzie said, it's just the comfortable feeling of sitting down with a group of friends and talking from whereever we left off. And HAHA okay at times mysteriously we seem to really understand and know each other. I love just sitting down with all of you and chatting about anything.

OKAY. See, sappy post, right?

Haha. It's the deepened nostalgia as a result of mood swings I bet. Still, I mean it:)

Today's grad night prep has itched my nose in no other way anything else has itched my nose before. Whatever that things that starts with "p" is, I HATE IT! That overwhelming smell that just stings your nose. Argh. I now can understand how Dionne felt when she took that big whiff of ammonia.

Japan soon please. I like the feeling of stuffing myself but still having a shrinking stomach as a result of the cold.

I think I read too much into things sometimes. Stop assuming, Renee!

2008-11-24T00:35:00.006+08:00

It's like a book elegantly bound but,
in a language that you can't read.
Just yet.

-Death Cab for Cutie

Not exactly sure how the picture even links to those words, but I'm too hungry to be bothered!

Tomorrow shall be the official first blog post on my brand new blog day!

You can ignore this if you want. I just found that the words very nicely summarize just what's been going on this year.

DURIAN PANCAKES OMG.