{In a city of paper buildings}

This entire year, it has just been building and building. Today, I finally got some clarity of thought, and kind of sorted out the scramble of emotions flipping around.

For God to love me, I must first love myself. Not in a conceited, bow-to-me kind of loving myself, but appreciating how God has moulded me, and what He has given me.

This year I crumbled in the face of change. My cover-up was only paper thin. Well, it's only my fault for trying so hard to be someone I wanted to be, that I never worked on being just me.

I shall continue to work towards being just me again. The person before I cared so much about what others thought of me. The kind of person who just enjoys laughing and doing stupid things:)

And no more of this emo stuff too I hope. I've never really seen myself as the moping type, SO I SHALL STOP MOPING:D My mood swings are annoying myself. I'm sorry if they did the same to anyone too:(

I'm determined to step over to the greener side.

On a much, much, lighter note, JAPAN!! All this time people keep asking me where I'm going, and I keep giving big grins and enthusing, "JAPAN!". Then they'll ask me which part I'm going and I realize I have no idea, haha! Anyway, friends, now I know! NAGOYA AND KYOTO:D I really really really can't wait to chill again (stupid pun! See I'm doing stupid things again:) )

My temperemental internet is making me puke blood. Council work too!

And I'm hungry:( All I got was one otah, one chicken wing, and half a satay.

SUSHI AND SASHIMI AND UDON AND RAMEN AND AND AND:D

Tag replies:

Eileen: Tmr was the post above it!! Hahahaha:D
Nessa: Thank youuu:D I like it because of that too! Haha I'm lazy!
Mandy: Thank you too:D Love ya, all the best for your exams:)
Sherrie: Yea la blogged many times since you left that comment:) Okay many to me anyway